Blood & Tears

A collection of selected poems by Ángel N.




Poems

2026


Roadkill






Can you hear him?




he’s coming closer



no longer hiding




from warm embraces




fearing I’ll get burnt









It’s the anger in me



I’m a man, after all



I hang in the balance


Of love
and rapture




It’s the beginning

Which always ends faster






The end is always dragged out

like a dead bride’s veil

walking behind her like a specter

she no longer hides
her rotten face


she is beautiful
to me


The end is always dragged out

like the cut spanning from my thigh
to your knee


we are blood brothers
but now we’re siphoning
our lives away from each other





like a secret
I keep between my teeth



like a dead deer
crushed out on the highway


I too wait for god
In the places where he’ll never look


I put these rat traps in my apartment
seeing if people will notice


I get stuck

in what I said and what I meant
what I said and what I want


I reek of blood and liquified lament
I stand between you and your chance to live



Drag my body across the highway



wait for someone to take me away
or run me over


Maybe a car will be a warmer embrace
maybe a car will be a warmer embrace
maybe a body bag will be a warmer embrace
maybe cutting me open will be a warmer embrace


So hide me by the highway

sit me there




Don’t go you’ll tell me

but I’m a bad dog




and scared animals
run off into streets.